
Looking up at Broadway and 74th Street.





Our yearly return to the Brooklyn Botanic Garden’s winter lights and sounds spectacular, this time with much more video to show more lights in motion and share more accompanying music.
Brought to you by Rodrigo, Anna, Ed and me.










That’s me in costume as Bernhardt, the grandfather, on set of the short film “Mouse”, which was shot in Bushwick last weekend. “Mouse” is a fairy tale with adult themes. Bernhardt, the grandfather, is a woodsman who lives in a secluded hut with his granddaughter Renate, who discovers a mouse/angel under the bed.
As Bernhardt I was required to speak with a thick German accent, which comes easy to me having grown up in Berlin. I also got to wear this jaunty hat, much like the prized Tiroler hat Ed acquired in Austria years ago.

Here I am in bed with Christopher Gambino, who plays Renate. Bernhardt is a kind, loving, protective Grandfather. Mostly. He also does some very wrong things.
Like I said, this is a fairy tale with adult themes. Including sexual abuse. Gender fluidity. Nazis.
Yes, “the war” and “the Nazis” stand in for what in a classic fairy tale would have been the wolf in the woods.

Christopher looks towards the crew.

Bella Thorpe-Woods as the angel/mouse being made-up by Ashley Pignataro.

Director of photography Beth Parisi and writer/director Jode Sparks. Jode wrote “Mouse” creating the roles of Renate and the angel/mouse specifically for Christopher and Bella. The role of the grandfather was cast through a traditional casting and submission and audition process that eventually led to me being cast.
I had a lovely time with the motley crew of 20something artisans.
Here is another look of me in make-up as Bernhardt, wrinkles highlighted, dark shadows under my eyes, and my woodsman’s nose reddened like Rudolph. I mention Rudolph since I am posed in front of a Peanuts Xmas shower curtain, and so this final pic also serves as another seasons’s greetings.

Give me an E!
Give me a Go!
What’s that Spell?
The 20th installment of the long running series. Find the other 19 here.
The Old Testament continues to inspire the current run of installment titles. Whether the current title is a comment on the quality of my captions, I will leave to you to decide.

No I will not call you polar bears! Now get back in here!

The primary slobber stain is called The Pacific, the secondary The Atlantic.

Sorry, but the offer clearly stated “Can You Eat All”, not “All You Can Eat”.
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We dressed our tree. Our windows have lights. Even our trellis is dressed.


I prefer to call it a Solstice Tree.
And since this is a very Queer home, our tree angel is a vintage Billy doll.
He’s very anatomically correct, but we’ll keep his faux leather pants on.
For now.

(the dragon isn’t part of Billy, we added that ourselves…)


Over the years, as for many, family and friends have gifted us particularly precious ornaments, like our two dapperly suited reindeer pals.
Joining Billy there are more Queer-spirited hanger ons.
See them?
Of course Billy is surrounded by disco mirror balls.
As mentioned, we even have a Solstice Trellis, on which a vine I’ve kept for 36 years is happily entangled, now joined by lights, red baubles and striped candy canes.
The vintage “Gay Blade” razor advertisement clock was a gift from our closest lesbian friends.

There’s an old New York City adage that the only people who look up while walking around in Manhattan are the tourists.
Well, I’ve been living here for almost 40 years, and I still look up.
And sometimes I whip out my phone and take a picture.
Of course the Empire State Building, more than any other New York landmark, has had people looking up for nearly a hundred years now.


But it doesn’t have to be a famous landmark to catch the eye.


This Monday I was in Washington DC and took some photos at the Vietnam Memorial which I will share below.
The picture above however is not one of the photos I took but a screenshot of footage I was shooting in DC for my new Poe musicabre. As previously announced (with one follow up post), I am currently working on my third Poe musicabre, following musical short film adaptations of The Tell-Tale Heart and The Pit and the Pendulum. I’ve been shooting footage for it in various locations in the USA and Europe this summer and fall. DC was my final stop on the itinerary.
As you can see, I am still choosing to be mysterious as to which Poe classic I’ve set to music and adapted for film this time. I promise a “big official reveal” is forthcoming, along with a designated page for the film, just like for its two Poe musicabre brethren.
For now we’ll be more touristy than musicabric. Here are some images of a fine autumn day at the Vietnam Memorial, followed by a few more screenshots from the footage I took:





You do you, but I ain’t callin’ no king’s horses or men or 911 this time!
After exhausting movie sequel options in general and the Planet of the Apes movies in particular, the Old Testament continues to be a deep source for new installment title options for this long running series on Notes from a Composer.

The carburetor makes great peanut butter.

And then she “joked” what’s the difference between autopilot and octopilot…

It was a very competitive process, as you can imagine, since way more of us fit into the application pool.
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After completing the No Kings march last Saturday, Ed and I took a break at the Aids Memorial in the Village before going for dinner and taking in a double feature at Newfest (we saw the queer animal documentary “Second Nature” and the Zombie campfest “Queens of the Dead”, both of which I heartily recommend).
I’ve posted pics of the Aids Memorial before, but the photos I took this time are contrasting enough to warrant a second look. I was especially taken with how more dramatically reflective the thin film of water on the central black granite disc was in the October light.









I joined some friends (and 300 000 more) in New York City yesterday (plus 7 million more nationwide) to march for Democracy, Truth, Decency, among other things, and against Fascism, Lies, Bigotry, among other things…





Above and below, references for the Swifties.









In the center of Rome just east of the Roman Forum stands the Colosseum, the largest ancient amphitheatre ever built, and still the largest standing amphitheatre in the world.
It was built in just eight years, 72-80AD in an area where the disgraced and reviled Emporer Nero had erected his massive golden palace, torn down after his downfall.
The loot Roman armies carried home after their victory in the Judean War financed the building of the Colosseum. So one may say the destruction of the Temple of Jerusalem led to the building of the Colosseum.

Everything outside and inside the Colosseum was covered by marble. Marble that long since has been plundered aka “recycled “.

Originally named Amphitheatrum Flavium, after the Flavian dynasty of Emporers, Roman citizens started calling the arena the Colosseum because of the colossal gold statue of Apollo that stood nearby. This was a repurposed statue, originally erected by Nero depicting himself; but unlike Nero’s palace it wasn’t destroyed, just cosmetically altered to depict the far more popular Apollo instead.

Roman citizens (well, male citizens) had free entry to the Colosseum but sat in specific sections depending on their status.
Three kinds of games were presented in the Colosseum: gladiator fights, wild animals being slaughtered, and executions – some rather imaginative, like one poor soul being flung from great heights into the arena in a staging of the Icarus myth.
Below, the “Loser’s Exit”, where vanquished Gladiators exited the Colosseum and – if still alive – were brought to the sanitarium to be doctored up to fight another day. (Most Gladiators didn’t make it past 25.)

Views from an mid-level gallery.



Below the arena lay an underground complex – three stories high – where wild animals and gladiators took their place before being raised into the arena via 18 separate elevators.

Experienced sailors managed the complicated “awning” system that gave shade on hot sunny days.




A new page has been added to the Notes from a Composer banner: Actor Reels. Here is where I will be periodically adding clips and edits from my work as an actor.
I have been acting in a fair amount of independent features and short films lately, and from a few of them I have footage to share.
Some of the films are taking longer than expected to complete, or the director has gone AWOL, or in one case the director claims to have “lost” all the footage. That’s the way it goes, oddly and sadly enough, in this business.
I am not yet sharing clips from my own shorts “The Tell-Tale Heart – a musicabre” and “The Pit and the Pendulum – a musicabre“, but I do include their trailers, which both include an extended monolog and/or song edit, and as such function almost like a traditional film excerpt too.